Anne's Scrambled mindset.

Helloooooooo every bohdeh!!!!

how have you been? Anne here has been away for a damn long time, yes yes.
4 months!!!! but! I AM BACCCCK at least, for today. eh, cut me some slack laaaaah. i ain't a miracle wonder. :P

Anyways =) M and I are still together! *gasp* haha, yeah, still together, given the fact that we haven't seen each other in 4 months >_< i'd pretty much admit I didn't think it would still be going on this well. but it is! it is going on very well, which is good. and good is… Continue

I believe luck is always, always, always associated with hard work and positive attitude. :)

M settled his problems, and we are worry free - only not willing for the days to go any further, because we will have to part ways soon. It's tempting when I play around with the idea of taking a trip to europe with him. But it's not me to just up and leave as and when I want to. Sure, I'd love to - but connections here make me rooted down to this spot. I don't want to leave, neither do I want to see hi… Continue

I've been thinking a lot about the things that rotate around my life at the moment. I don't usually do things like that, it just is a waste of time, because I know whatever that goes around me usually stays that way, around me, and not colliding into me at all.

I could say then that, I start thinking about the things that rotate around my life when I want to shift my gravity and balance from status quo to actually trying to go after something... Like, job searches, potential boyfriends,… Continue

Sooooo.... 2008 is drawing to a close. And as I was telling my friend Ling, and our newly made acquaintance (this kind of cute norwegian guy), M. "I am soooo bloody happy that the year is coming to an end!!!"

Shitload of a year for me; was yours better than mine? ;P

In any case, a belated merry christmas to you my friends!! and a happy new year too!!
the lunar new year is approaching on Jan 25... well, technically, that's LNY eve...
But anyway, I'll update soon then!

Right now I gotta scoot.… Continue

So, I had an epiphany this afternoon while sitting at my desk for a moment after waking up at 12 noon. So suddenly, I was actually careening in shock about it. Eh, but I got over the shock and from that it manifested into realisation, annoyance, frustration, anger, control, calm, more revelations, more annoyance and more frustrations and anger.

And then it led to depression. hmm.
I didn't feel happy at all. I don't suppose epiphanies were meant to be very peace-loving and non-agitating, eh?

I… Continue